Do you ever wish you could just escape for a little while, come back and everyone has forgotten?
well i do.
the one thing i could hope for right now.
i can't even sleep properly anymore.
so much streeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzz.
schools just a piss take now.
works just a piss take.
the way i look is just a piss take.
yano like some people are given good genes and some are just plain ugly. well im one of the ugly people.
i wish i could turn back time.
arg I want you so bad.
so.fucking.badly.
right now:
*i have to put slippers on cos im blitz
*I have to write an essay, ohlapins
*I have to print fabric transfers.
*I have to face steam.
*I have to write up drama
*I have to read trainspotting
*I have to read Mrs Lazarus
*I have to read Frau Freud
*I have to get offa his myspace and stop daydreaming at his pics.
*I feel like I'm 13 going on 30.
*I have the worst headache
*I have a backache.
*I kinda have a new crush, but still crushing on the old so again it's complicated.
*My room is a tip
*I have to find My textiles folder in the tip.
*I have a decnt amount in my bank account doing fuck all and I want to spend on what I was saving for but I keep forgetting.
*I'm not unhappy.
*I'm not happy.
*I'm not unsatisfied
*I'm not satisfied.
*I'm Lonley.
*I hate valentines day!
Monday, 9 February 2009
Sunday, 8 February 2009
Drunken Monkey Fumbling
not too sure what actually precisly occured last night.
think i got all of it, but knowing me there was more to it.
most likley.
well all i remember is being fondled, being cornered by some bloke, james, james and tom going ape shit at the bloke then me dancing having my drink knocked everywhere (in my shoes may i add) being told i have a nice arse, telling James how much I love him, telling everyone how I lost my virginity, crying in the toilets alone for like half hour over thinking about the one i lost it to, coming out everyone tellin me to get anohter one down me, dancng and laughing over fuk knows, having some wanted company :P (more fondling, but of the wanted kind) waiting for a cab, falling down the steps getting into the cab james taking me home and me getting home crashin out, laying in bed and hearing the rents discussing all of my anticts with james in fits of laughter. ahhhhhhh now waking up finding sumat wrong with my arm and my eyes barely able to open.
and now ive got to face them all today with a shame upon my face.
oh and i also have a reply from jasmine to a message i dont remeber sending last night, i dont even remeber going on facebook, or the computer for that matter. :S yeah sorry jaz, that was pretty bad.
enjoyed myself though. going out wiht the guys is a million times more relazing than with girls. sounds weird but it is. :)
think i got all of it, but knowing me there was more to it.
most likley.
well all i remember is being fondled, being cornered by some bloke, james, james and tom going ape shit at the bloke then me dancing having my drink knocked everywhere (in my shoes may i add) being told i have a nice arse, telling James how much I love him, telling everyone how I lost my virginity, crying in the toilets alone for like half hour over thinking about the one i lost it to, coming out everyone tellin me to get anohter one down me, dancng and laughing over fuk knows, having some wanted company :P (more fondling, but of the wanted kind) waiting for a cab, falling down the steps getting into the cab james taking me home and me getting home crashin out, laying in bed and hearing the rents discussing all of my anticts with james in fits of laughter. ahhhhhhh now waking up finding sumat wrong with my arm and my eyes barely able to open.
and now ive got to face them all today with a shame upon my face.
oh and i also have a reply from jasmine to a message i dont remeber sending last night, i dont even remeber going on facebook, or the computer for that matter. :S yeah sorry jaz, that was pretty bad.
enjoyed myself though. going out wiht the guys is a million times more relazing than with girls. sounds weird but it is. :)
Friday, 6 February 2009
Whats a girl to do?
Life is so complicated:
*I ask for more shifts in the summer, dont get them
*Go back to school, they lombard me with mountains of work
*I now have no time for anything.
*Dads starting on me on a constant:
'not paying my way'
'its what life is about'
'i dont do anything around the house'
'i should think myself lucky'
'all you ever do is spend time with your stupid fucking mates'
'your wasting your time in school'
'stop beign so fucking miserable all the time'
'look i dont give a shit what your posh little mates do, your not!'
'who are you with? ginger nut?'
'where are you? pub?'
'how much did u spend? why?'
'you dont like it fuck off outa my house then'
'your not going anywhere while living under this roof.'
'your just like stacey, you are. exactly how she was at your age'
'do you wanna end up tower block trash?'
'im only looking out for you'
see what I have to live with???????
Last night
watching denzel, or should i say denzil, was halarious.
lets start from the beggining.
-we went to see denzel at the incognito theatre
-we got the programs
-on the programs it said said Denzil Sanderson: they spelt his name wrong
-we looked on the character basis and Denzil was playing Black caesar...possibly because hes black??? :)
-we whitnessed the most disturbing kiss ever. an old man and girl id say about 20 frenching with sound effects and all. good thing i hadn't eaten.
-The interval came and i got up - big mistake- nearly knocking three peoples cup of tea out of their hands and falling down two steps, one after another.
-Denzil finally came on and was brill, until he had to do a drunken fall, which omg was funny but danshhhhhe wt wer u thinking???? :)
-the end of the play finally arrives and all the cast is on stage and Debzil manages to break the drum around his neck.
-What an end!!!!
Looove you dansheeeee. :D
lets start from the beggining.
-we went to see denzel at the incognito theatre
-we got the programs
-on the programs it said said Denzil Sanderson: they spelt his name wrong
-we looked on the character basis and Denzil was playing Black caesar...possibly because hes black??? :)
-we whitnessed the most disturbing kiss ever. an old man and girl id say about 20 frenching with sound effects and all. good thing i hadn't eaten.
-The interval came and i got up - big mistake- nearly knocking three peoples cup of tea out of their hands and falling down two steps, one after another.
-Denzil finally came on and was brill, until he had to do a drunken fall, which omg was funny but danshhhhhe wt wer u thinking???? :)
-the end of the play finally arrives and all the cast is on stage and Debzil manages to break the drum around his neck.
-What an end!!!!
Looove you dansheeeee. :D
Thursday, 5 February 2009
Theatre
Is wonderland for me.
I love it.
Acting is my life.
I love to act.
pshhhmeow!
Going to watch danshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeee for a bizzle now.
tarrrraaaaaa.
gone to Mnallies. :)
I love it.
Acting is my life.
I love to act.
pshhhmeow!
Going to watch danshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeee for a bizzle now.
tarrrraaaaaa.
gone to Mnallies. :)
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