I can't tell anyone.
One is too personal, I can't bring myself to tell anyone. Not even Holly. Not even Jaz. Not even Mitch. It's weird I've never had something like that before, where I can't tell anyone.
there is this other thing, like I want to tell people but can't I want to keep this one a secret, well at least until it's over and done with and all results are good :) be the best surprise ever.