Life is so complicated:
*I ask for more shifts in the summer, dont get them
*Go back to school, they lombard me with mountains of work
*I now have no time for anything.
*Dads starting on me on a constant:
'not paying my way'
'its what life is about'
'i dont do anything around the house'
'i should think myself lucky'
'all you ever do is spend time with your stupid fucking mates'
'your wasting your time in school'
'stop beign so fucking miserable all the time'
'look i dont give a shit what your posh little mates do, your not!'
'who are you with? ginger nut?'
'where are you? pub?'
'how much did u spend? why?'
'you dont like it fuck off outa my house then'
'your not going anywhere while living under this roof.'
'your just like stacey, you are. exactly how she was at your age'
'do you wanna end up tower block trash?'
'im only looking out for you'
see what I have to live with???????